Leave me to pick up the pieces

Lyrics the the first song you will hear when your read my blog right now.
Florence and the machine "Blinding"

Seems that I have been held in some dreaming state
A tourist in the waking world, never quite awake
No kiss, no gentle word could wake me from this slumber
Until I realized that it was you who held me under

Felt it in my fist, in my feet, in the hollows of my eyelids
Shaking through my skull, through my spine and down through my ribs

No more dreaming of the dead as if death itself was undone
No more calling like a crow for a boy, for a body in the garden
No more dreaming like a girl so in love, so in love
No more dreaming like a girl so in love, so in love
No more dreaming like a girl so in love with the wrong one

And I could hear the thunder and see the lightning crack
All around the world was waking, I never could go back
'Cause all the walls of dreaming, they were torn wide open
And finally it seemed that the spell was broken

And all my bones began to shake, my eyes flew open
And all my bones began to shake, my eyes flew open

No more dreaming of the dead as if death itself was undone
No more calling like a crow for a boy, for a body in the garden
No more dreaming like a girl so in love, so in love
No more dreaming like a girl so in love, so in love
No more dreaming like a girl so in love with the wrong one

Snow White's stitching like a circuitboard
It's like I'm slipping through the hidden door
Snow White's stitching like a circuitboard

No more dreaming of the dead as if death itself was undone
No more calling like a crow for a boy, for a body in the garden
No more dreaming like a girl so in love, so in love
No more dreaming like a girl so in love, so in love
No more dreaming like a girl so in love with the wrong one

Snow White's stitching like a circuitboard
It's like I'm slipping through the hidden door
Snow White's stitching like a circuitboard
It's like I'm slipping through the hidden door

Get online and change your status and talk to your family and friends..they miss and care about you. Don't run and hide. You are NOT your illness.. Your stronger than that..or I fucking hope so..for your sake.

or just keep doing what your doing....and leave me to explain.
That's really white of ya.
Thanks.