Cant be bothered with it. (I hate that saying now FYI)

So Its almost Halloween..and there are tons of parties to go too.. should be fun.
Evie my little sister..who I love tons and bunches...and yours truly decided to kick off the holiday right by being scary dollies...deviant ones at that..BOO!!!


I cant type like things are ok...cause they so aren't.....( sad face )



Oh...I'm trying to keep it together. I am keeping it together.
You're all wanting to know what happened.
So am I.
Your such good friends.
I'm so...lost.
Yep he broke up with me. Its still a blur.
My profile still says takin by Tonk....
I tried to erase it..
But this feeling inside is so overwhelming..I just cant.
Am I waiting for him to come scrub the memory of me out of his profile first?
This is the worst break up I've ever had...
Probably because I never really let myself hurt from Breaking up with Dustin.
Yea..Id say Im pretty fail at this moment.
It would be nice to stay friends...but when I tried with Dustin..he called me a succumbs that make men fall in love with them just to dump them.
Yea that's something that sticks with you..forever. I cant shake the thought.
I wanted to blog before now...but I just haven't.
I can't say I didnt see it coming...............................................................................................................................................................................................................ugh.........................................................................................................................................fuck........................................................................................I hate.....fuck I dont even know what I hate......I JUST DO.................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................I deal with stuff like a damn child...........................................................................................................................................................................................ok.....enough.....this is my blog this week..its dumb.