Buffay and Boob-Gate 2011

The images in my head...walk out and about onto this blog a bit more clearly than ever before.

Ok lets see if I can get some actual blog worthy stuff on here. OK GO.

I feel like I'm just on the verge of everything in sl. Things are coming together as of late. I got a new graphics card and more memory for my computer.

RL

I have to give TC (Deves in SL) a big virtual hug. He has been by my  side through so many things. Helping me with my computer. Making me  laugh and bringing Irene into my life. She is so sweet. She bought me a  button bracelet from a craft fair and sent it to me. It's adorable.

What sucks? It's cold here, so so cold.

What wins? There is two art gallery's that opened up about half an hour away from me. Going with friends this week to check one of them out.

Creativity

Now that I have the graphics card. I can haz shadows. Here are a couple of examples of what I've been working on. I get ideas in my head and being able to make my own poses helps.

I got this cyborg avatar for free doing a hunt in October. I've had a vision in my head since then, of a woman in a red dress reaching, for a window. Feels good to pull thoughts out of your mind through pictures. It's like vomiting till you feel better.

This hat is from Deco. It's mesh and bad ass.

SL Panthers are Winning like its their job. Tried to take some pictures at the game. Would have been great if people had rezzed for me. This was the only shot where no one was gray.

My  Dad Miketh..is one of the most fashionable straight men on the gride.. The other day  he had on the nicest winter outfit and I asked him if I could take  some pictures. We went to the robits  sim  and snapped some shots. They really know how to make a winter  wonderland there.

The old man at the star of the blog is Hempy from ((RIPE)) She is one of the most kindest interesting creative people I know in sl. Plus she is now Dad's Auntie... So that makes her my Great Auntie Hempy..LOL I love it! Here is her Christmas card.

(Holiday Card done by Hemp herself )

 You should check out her store sometime! ((RIPE))

SL Family

Mom threw a party for Dad and me, for making the year mark in secondlife. She and TC (the wizard) put together a bowling alley in the sky without me knowing. The party was so much fun. Dad did his DJ thang and I danced my pixels off as we bowled.I will blog about the party on the family blog soon.
Thank you all for coming..and special thanks to Mom and Tc.

I can't believe its been a whole year since I met Dad. It's funny how in the beginning we weren't all that serious about him really adopting me. It quickly began to change.We found our niche and a bond started that just grows stronger every day.  A year later. I consider Miketh and the real life person behind the avatar to be one of my best friends in the whole wide world. In every life. I was looking back at old pictures of us and found one I want to share. *wink*

And here is us today. 

The only thing truly missing at the party was my brother Sachy. The next day he wrote a blog about not being there.. Here it is if you'd like to read it. Rouge2Vogue It's nice to have someone write a whole blog devoted about you and how much you mean to them. I did that once for a friend.

Love life

I never knew that NOT showing my boobs on webcam would bring a snowball effect, causing deletions on plurk and sl. Don't get me wrong. I like my boobs. I'm just not dumb.  Maybe I don't know every fact in life, but I do know this one.

Gal's if you show your naked bits on web cam. Your guy friends are going to either brag about talking you into it    or show their friends. Most of the time. They aren't even kind about what they say when it comes to the way your naked bits look.. You have no idea how many of my friends boobs I've seen from my guy friends. Hasn't anyone realized there is print screen? Doesn't matter if you did it on cam. Dudes know how to freeze frame your boobies.

I wanted so desperately for things to work with this one guy. So did he, but he wasn't good for me. Pushing him out of my life was so painful. That in itself was hard enough. Take that and compound the problem with seeing his name all over plurk and his plurk responses. Plus watching him get close to one of my friends.

Not every day is a good day. That's life. I can accept  that.

I can accept that it takes me awhile to open up to people..and I only truly open up to the ones I know mean well.   Very rarely I screw up and trust the wrong person. This is defiantly a lesson learned.

Maybe people get the wrong idea of me. I know my blog is called cute as a button. Well my last name is Button in sl. I thought that was a cute play on words. I'm not all sugar and spice. I'm normalish. I like dirty jokes. I don't scare away from the sad and heartbreaking things in life. I embrace the happy and the sad. Maybe I don't always show that to everyone I meet or know in rl or sl...but it's there.

What is sl to me?
 It's connection with like minded people and creativity that has only the limits that one sets on oneself.

This is my RL/SL life...I can free fall slowly if I want.

And now for fashionish stuff.

Squirrel Music - flash slideshow maker

Hair: >TRUTH< Blair - oasis
Lashes: **BD** Lashes (Series 1)
Eye Liner: ::Plastic Flowers::  Simple Liner1 Žøṃbιεbεε (crystalin.clayton)
 Sweater: Prism Laura Sweater - Forest Lights (It's a RLF item )
Vest: (Milk Motion) My fringe vest
Skirt: *Fishy Strawberry* Peyote Mini
Socks:Prism Laura Socks - Forest Lights
Top Part of Socks: (Milk Motion) My high socks
Belt: *Fishy Strawberry* Peyote Belt
Boots: .: .:.*{ S.G }*.:. . Fringe Ankle Boot
Scquirrel on top of hat :  .:.*{ S.G }*.:.
Nose Chain: -JC Gold RYCA
Necklace: Pea Weenie - Peace Necklace - [Gold] (if you know where Pea Weenie is please let me know)
Necklace: Tee*fy Bangle Necklaces Dollarbie

And I get it. I get you have to say whatever you can, to make yourselves feel better.

We are out of each others lives. I'm willing not to utter your names or think about you one more second that I breath on this earth. Do me the curtsy and do the same.

You know. I think writing this will help me put a pin in this whole boob-gate. I've gave this topic and the people involved to much focus as is.

So there we have it. A little bit of everything. Its like you went to a buffet or as Bennett would say it a buffay. You got your Art. Which was the dessert section You got your family. Which was the roast and potoatoes section And then you got your drama. The section where they serve bean jello.

Hopefully next time I blog  I will officially be a business owner in sl. You know what they say. A carpenter's house is never fixed, a maids house is never clean, and a matchmaker can never find their own match. Here is hoping I can find other people matches at least.

ZEF for life
Absy Absy

100 and 1 ways to use a members only jacket

Harry doesn't want to be my friend anymore. And just like this two headed cow. That is F*ck Up.

He told me he was never speaking to me again. I hurt him. I don't blame him. I feel really down and I will miss him forever.

Moving on to even sadder news.

A wonderful woman that played secondlife and was a fellow blogger and friend died recently. Brinda Allen was a loved person that had nothing but funny kind things to say. I met her at last years Halloween party sponsored by the secondlife bloggers group in SL. She IMed me and we talked for a bit. She mentioned reading my blog. She asked me about the last post I had written. At the time I had recently been dumped by my boyfriend in sl and my blog was somewhat sadder than the normal happier goofer posts. I felt embarrassed that she had read the sad one but she had such kind reassuring words for me. I thought how wonderful that she felt so comfortable opening up to me about her own life to make me feel better. Brinda you will be missed by so many because so many loved and cared about you. :( Here is Brinda's blog CLICK HERE

Life is always changing. Real life or Second life. Nothing ever stays the same. Sometimes it's bad and sometimes its good.

Something good right now in secondlife is my SL family is expanding by leaps and bounds. I have a new cousin. She is my mom's sister Sy's daughter. Her name is Sheree and she is very spunky and sweet. Mom has her very first brother in sl. Rune is a great uncle and really blends well with our family. His daughter Rylie is the smallest cousin I have. She is so cute. Mom also has a new sister and brother in-law Saphi and Tai, and their kids are now my cousins. I know Reo will be so happy! HAHAHAHA LOL LOL. I also have a feeling I might be getting a new Uncle if Auntie Sy plays her cards right.

Speaking of new family members....

The other night Mom and I were in weird moods. We were sorta egging each other on about going window shopping at MAW. It's one of the adoption agencies in secondlife. Finally one of us said. I'll go if you go. So we tped over and nervously laughed about what we were doing. Neither of us taking it serious at all. We both just knew we couldn't have another kid in the family because Dad had already told us many times that he wouldn't budge on it. Then we met Mina. I was talking to her in IM and mom had just found her panel. We didn't realize we both were excited about the same kid. I had told my parents so many times I wanted a ten year old sister. Mina is eleven. lol.. She looks like Mom and has Dad's personality to a tee. What a deadly combination huh? It's been almost a week into her trail and things are going pretty good. She speaks her mind and doesn't apologize for her opinions. Dad was really wonderful about what Mom and I did. He really does surprise me all the time with how good hearted he is.

Just like Mom, Dad, and myself, Mina has her own blog.
You can read it here. CLICK HERE

I was in the first annul Shooting Stars Beauty Pagent and Mina covered the whole pageant. She did an excellent job. You can look at her past blogs to see pictures of me and the other contestants on stage in our many outfits and talents. Oh and another thing. I WON!!!!

I want to thank Sheree for telling me about it. Mom for giving me the entry fee. Dad for being so positive and asking if I needed anything for the pageant. Mina for helping me with making each outfit fit perfectly and looking the best I could as well as writing three blogs just about the pageant alone. Theo for giving me the knife throwing idea. Sick for being my assistant slash victim. Harry, Uncle Rune, Aunt Scar, Aunt Sy, Church, Tra, and Lex for attending the five hour event. It was really fun and something different to do in Second life and that's is what I am all about.

Speaking of winners. Dad, Rusty, and Sick all play for the SFL Powerhouse Panthers. Last week they won against the Patriots. Pictures of all three's playing card coming soon!

Now for a extra bit of randomness.

The other day I went over to Auntie Scar's house. She was so nice to offer me some stew she had been making all day. But when I took a peek at what she was fixing I had to swallow back a gag. I know that hobo stew is a delicacy in second life but you judge for yourself. Could you eat this?



Harry still doesn't grasp the concept of bathrooms.



I don't really know much about Meeroo's. I knew they dug up buried treasure. I just didn't realize a dead hooker was one of them. EEK!



Most of the time when my sl family and friends get together, the conversation is just this random string of things that we all belly laugh about. I can't quiet remember how Mom and I started talking about members only jackets but Rusty got on board and it ran from there. So now here is my little Cute As A Button "Members Only" video. LOL.

I now pronounce you Blogged

This picture and other wedding pics are done by Nikky Scribe

Well they finally did it. My parents tied the knot. It was a warm, full of love, family and friendship type of ceremony. Tucked away in a forest like setting with tarnish gold pillars that seemed to have been there for a century. My Parents Cady and Miketh exchanged vows with loved ones looking on. Their bond and comentiment to each other is the backbone that makes our family strong. I know. We are "just" a virtual family. But to me and I think I speak for them too, the love that we have for each other is very real.

I'm adopted in real life. I've never felt like sharing this story to all those that read my blog. Mainly because I'm not great about talking about rl when it comes to sl. My parents didn't choose to adopt me. They were more or less pressured into. Their indifference to me growing up left a huge hole in heart. I think Miketh and Cady in some ways fill part of that in. More than that, they are two of my best friends. We find the same things funny and our heartstrings get pulled the same ways. Our relationships work because we work at them. I thought I lucked up finding "Dad" Miketh. Then to get so lucky as to also find "Moma" Cady, seems like a dream.

I hope no one is laughing at me to hard for pouring my guts out about my secondlife family or gagging on the sickening sweet way I talk about them.

I can't say the wedding went off without a hitch though. Sigh, my poor mother had relogged before the wedding and became "ruthed". If you don't know what that means. Heck maybe I'm calling it something its not. For me it means you have system hair and your shape is the original ruth shape. It was so stressful because we couldn't figure out how to fix it. Right at the last minute the SL angels looked down on us and fixed her dilemma..or rather she changed viewers.

I swear I think itty bitty cousin Amber stole the show. Look at her. :D



Miss Amber is a card shark. She played U-know with Dad and Uncle Matt who is her Daddy. She kept winning and my Dad was getting so upset..hahahaha... Especially because she kept winning on yellow. And winning on yellow in my family is a no no. You get sent to the big Ocean outside if you do. It's like an unwin. Who knows why.

These are my parents. HAHAHA. Two very random people. Dad pelvic thrusting my mom while she is in a brick box. Totally normal right?



Please tell me this was a bad dream because I ate too late at night. My boyfriend Harry and my dad with a Chicken head making out. It HAD to be a bad dream right?



Here is me and MY LUV NINJA!!! Harry. He is OMG worthy 24/7...hehe





My dad is like the Super Hero's of DJ's. The other night my friend Hempy asked me if he could fill in for someone that didn't show up to her end of a hunt bash. I asked him and he was more than happy to help. She had a stoner themed party. Harry seemed the most realistic. He just stayed in his underwear and rocked out to the awesome music.




Here's Harry and I swaying back and forth to some mellow music. Just chillin.



Here is Harry and I watching Jonny stumble drunk to the music.





Jonny is a good friend. I do prefer him one on one. We talk about life's unanswered questions.



I was looking through my pics for April and came across some from when Dad, Justice ( my dad's sister and my Auntie) and my best friend EVA Chex Mex Lex (who tore her ACL from volley ball in RL and had to have surgery :( but is doing ok) went to a Haunted House because Justice always wants to "do something" when she logs on. Here is some pics. LOL. We are a bunch of nerds.





Anybody have an answer as to why Harry and I did this?



Neither do we really. I've came to the conclusion that I may be a N.C.A Nun Clown Assassin and that Harry is a T.N.M. Teenage Ninja Monk. Brought together by love tore apart by Christ? Idk..haha..I'm ashamed that I find this funny.

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Picture takin by my mom Cadence Aldrich Fretwerk.

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