Monday, September 12, 2011

Falling Up

This blog is going to be so awkward. I've debated on whether to write about Sick and I at all. Plus I couldn't decided if I wanted to share the million pictures I took of us while we were together. Then when I got up today I decided that today was the day I was going to finish this blog and the pictures were going in here. I wanted to write a blog about Sick and had even mentioned it to him previously. So here goes. Prepare for awkwardness.

During the time he and I were together we did so much fun stuff in secondlife. He was like me. Up for anything. He would take the time out to find things for us to go do. He's friendship took  me out of a fog I had been since some rl stuff went down. He made me forget things for a moment and god if I didn't need that. He was easy to be around and kept things light.

We did a lot of things. We dressed up a few times and went dancing. I had remember this place called Flashdance. It has this really cool deco interior and the music is Ella Fitzgerald/Billie Holiday esque.

Sick plays SL Football for the Panthers. My Dad and Uncle Rusty are on his team as well.

Here is me and sick playing around in the weight room and on the field one night after a big win.

Night fishing by the moonlight

Hanging by the pool at sunset.

One of my favorite places as of to date in secondlife is Africa. Whoever built this is my hero. It's so beautiful. We had a great time there. It was a good find on Sicks part.

I'm just as clumsy in real life. 
Do you think he caught me?

And of course when Auntie Justice comes on, she takes us to a strip club. Sick worked that pool like he was a single mom putting herself through college.

Sick and Clover, my pet fox became best buddies while we were together. He called her his best friend. He joked with me about how she liked him more. The other day Clover asked me where her best friend was. (Yes she talks. In a virtual world. It can happen) I got sad and told her we weren't friends anymore.

Wonder why I suck so bad at relationships? I get the same complaints. They don't get enough alone time with me. That we are always around people. That I won't commit rl after only knowing them for a minute. That I'm not answering their IM's fast enough. That I won't be an open book about every single thing in my life within a few days of knowing them.

I get you want to bring me home to mom. That I'm that type of girl. I'm glad I am. But slow down. Pressure sucks. Give me a second to enjoy getting to know you and you getting to know me.

I'm not saying Sick had these exact complaints. And to be honest those aren't what broke us up. It was more someone.

This blog isn't just going to be about Sick and I.

I found this place called Everwilde. It's like my personality and brain found home. The collective group of semi misfits are my cup of tea. I love going to the events and get along so well with every one there. So if you see me plurk an should definatly tp over there. It's worth it. Here are some pictures of the White Trash Bash and the Gender Bender Party.

So summer is over. I guess. Fall is coming. Not sure how I feel about that. Things are good with my sl parents as always. My Sl Aunties and Uncles are great too. The other night we had an impromptu Afro break dancing pyschodelic party at our house. Uncle Rune, Auntie Scar, Auntie Justice, Sick and I boogied the night away.


In other family news. We are sorta kinda looking for another sister or brother for me.
I know what I want. I want an older brother 17-early 20's and a younger sister age 9-12. I also want grandparents and my Mom said she would maybe like parents. :D

Oh and I think but am not sure that Harry might be talking to me again. Then again. Last we talked didn't end to well.

Also, When I log on today I will be starting my pledge week at sorority Alphatheta Phi. So if you see me this week. I will be wearing the same outfit. Ekk. It's one of the many things I will have to do during pledge week.

So that's that with a cat in a hat that eats till it gets fat.


  1. Another fine blog my dear and even though it might be awkward considering all that's gone on, you weathered through and show that you can handle yourself well. If you need anything you know you can always come to me and your Mom and we'll do anything we can for you.



  2. You and mom make life so much easier. Your love just keeps me centered and happy.