Mic Placement (Meow)

Let me rub my hands together for a second before I really start typing. Ok..lol..that's better. It's getting cooler here where I live in rl. Not sure I'm a fan of that. Thank god it stays the same temp is SL. Eventhough I'm starting to wear more pants and have been on the search for cardigans.

So lets go into a nice transistional topic of strip clubs. Ha. My friend Celeste aka good boobs..dabbles in a little stripping from time to time. The other night a bunch of us went to hang out with her while she worked. It was a slow night at the club and we started tping people in to help. I tped my Uncle Nick..who is awesome always. He gave me some L to put in Celeste tip jar. So ofcourse I made her work for it..lol..I dropped it in and she then asked the wrong question. Do you want this as text or voice? hahahaha....If you know me I love the uncomfortable. It gets the blood flowing and the heart pounding. So for sure I said voice and told if she was good I'd drop more Ls. I'm prettty Gangster like that. HA! She did awesome..once she stopped laughin. Mads tipped her as well and ofcourse Celestes emote for maddy dealt with poop..hahaha. Here is a pic of Tonk and me enjoying the tom fullery of it all.



If you haven't been to a Soleil concert in SL you are missing out. Also if you haven't heard Colemarie Soleil sing live..your ears should beat you up. Tonk, Chicky, Evie, and I went to their concert the other day. It was beyond amazing. We all want their album and are chomping at the bits to get it when it comes out. Here are some pics from the show.





Speaking of Chicky Soup. She had her first rezz day this week. Tonk, Evie and I decided to have her a rezz day party and since Chicky is always eatin on the mic we had a big food rezz day party..lol..Chicky has the best accent. Its scottish but I love when people ask her if she's irish..hahahaha. Here is a few pics from her rezz day. Thanks to all that came and sorry once again I had to go rl. I was taking food to a friend of mine that is having a hard time.




The other day my friend Telle sent me her photo album of her wedding. I still can't believe I missed it. She owns Bitter Bunny and is the one that made my prom dress...you know the one I try and wear any chance I get..yea that one. We I decided to get comfy on my custom made circus bed by Cassy Bookmite and look at Telle's wedding. Tonk had found the cutest...scratch that...the most uber cutest dog avi the other day and wore it. So adorable. Here we are flipping through the pictures together.



So Tonk decided to be a doggy for the day and then rayne logged on and another friend of ours that is a dog avi and we all started hanging out. I was the only human avi in the bunch. Finally I decided to join the goofiness and remembered that my old parents had got me a squirrel avi. So I put it on and we proceeded to act pretty retarded. Just a normal day in sl really.



If you already don't know Llama and Celeste's house is where everyone always ends up at. The other day we played the Dating game. Everyone is so funny and random..my sides hurt from laughing so hard. Celeste was host and everyone was IMing her questions to ask the fellas in the hot seat. Later we switched it up and some of us girls were being asked "stuff".



So we had so much fun that night that we decided to make a fake talk show set to improv with. Its sorta looks like something that would be on public access channel. Llama and I worked on it for awhile and then Lex ofcourse made the logo for it. The show is called NO! Drama Llama Late Night Talk Show. HAHAHAAH....long enough title?



Couple nights ago Dad Rendy and I watched the weirdest movie ever, called X. Made in 1963 I know you want to watch the trailer...lol



It was so bad it was awesome. I felt like we were the guys from Mystery Science Theater 3000.

Later Rendy and I watched The Experiement. I liked it more than him. I say its a must see he says eh take it or leave it..lol..Mine as well put the trailer here for you to see as well.



Yesterday I went and hung out with Vlad at his Dad's yet to be released school. Morning Wood Academy. Here is Tonk, Vlad, and I sitting in the common room. Best part I finally got to meet some of Vlad's family. They are just as awesome as he is. WIN...slash.....Score...lol.



Later that night I went to give Celeste and Llama their House warming present..lol. Two silly Llamas for two silly awesome friends.



Its hard when you like someone so much and you realize that even google maps can't tell you the the length of distance you are from one another. I love you Tonk.

Being his Girvles (ha) I ♥U

Eventhough I'm happier than I have ever been on SL. I'm also the most stressed I've ever been. In RL I've never been in love so fast. Hurt..then in love again. I can't separate sl and rl. I know...its really lame to alot of people but, I live a very quiet life in rl due to the fact my real life family is well known in my area and I can't just live freely. Finding SL has been such a wonderful yet additive thing for me. So many of us that really "play" the game...do it because we can't do some of the things we would like to do in real life.

I love writing this blog and my following is growing. I like when people message me in world to say they follow my goings on. Makes me feel good. So I feel like its my duty to be honest with you and come "clean" on something.

When I first met Tonk I was dating his brother Markis. I really only spoke a few words to Tonk but I instantly liked him. Once me and Markis were over I really didn't come around his family that much. Leila would have me over to play a game or two. Her and I were friends. When I no longer was mamsen and coals daughter Leila opened her home to me. Tonk was extremely accepting of me. We became really close really fast. I also wasn't feeling the mother daughter vibe from Leila and so I told her I was leaving. Soon after Tonk left as well. Along with us a little girl Evie became our sister and we went searching for new parents.

When Dustin and I broke up. :( I was heart broken. I think I hid it well cause I was embarrassed about it not working out. I was full on inlove with him..even in RL. My friends were really there for me and so was my family. I love you all for making life normal...so that I could move on.

I spent alot of time with my family the sorority and my friends just doing random stuff. I spent a great deal of time with Tonk my sl brother. We seemed to be inseparable. Tonk was dating a close friend of mine. ( I know this part isn't for me to tell but I'm going to try to say it out with out telling peoples business) I'll just say it didn't work out and there was hurt feelings on her part. She was having a hard time and in my opinion and couldn't let it go. I knew in my heart that Tonk wasn't being mean spirited or evil. I feared loosing my friend. I feared all my friends hating Tonk.

Finally one day Tonk and I confessed we had feelings for each other. It was wonderful and scary. Our first thoughts were to ignore it. I wasn't seeing someone but I was getting to know someone. A nice person but I was so confused and didn't want to hurt him. Bren...I hope one day you can be friends with me.

We told our parents and some of our friends. Almost everyone was was either understanding or really happy for us. Almost. Bb Please don't think I don't care what you think. I do. I feel selfish. Finding someone I care about, in every possible way so fast after thinking I had it before seems unfair and unreal..I know. I don't expect you to be happy for me. I hope you don't dissolve our friendship over this. I didn't when you were loosing it on Tonk every other day.

So...Tonk and I are together. We love each other. We're good for each other. Sweet kind and caring. I can't ask for a better more awesome person to call mine. I logged on SL yesterday to my room covered in roses and the biggest teddy bear in the world. As well as a locket with our initials and our pictures inside when I open it up. I teared up at how thoughtful and romantic he is. I'm so lucky and so in love.



Ok..so I'm officially moving on from the drama concerning me and Tonk. Thanks to all that are so thrilled for us and to those who aren't. I hope you come around.


I made a new friend. Oo
Her name is Maddison
She is scared of butt sex.
Ha
She's funny and random.

Mads

Did I tell you about Vlad the RAD
Well he's another new friend along with Len..who I think rocks.
Vlad and Len do their own thing and its a beautiful sight.

On da roof with Vlad and Len

Ofcourse if I'm talking about friends I have to mention my bff LEX THE CHEX MIX
Mine as well be twins up in this Mutha..cause she's almost as Gangster as I am..(which means none at all) She's a picture taker...and photo shaker.




See the one of me and Vlad..she did that...and this one too.

I could seriously do a blog just about my awesome friends but I digress.

Oh not sure that I told you but I'm a godmother...
This is me holding Joc and Dwyhte's baby Holden
He's such a cute baby...




So tonight was a fun busy night with my Tonky the Honky..
We played You know it (SL version of Uno) and Greedy with my little buddy Tanzie
I won the Greedy game..seriously the second time eva.
Got my butt handed to me in You Know It though. Ha.





Then we hung out with Justice and her new dude Epi
Showed them around the house. I still get lost.
What can I say..its massive.

Mom and dad came on. I love them.
Dad's into sexy latex stuff obviously (not really) and so has a doppelganger in SL.
Its this weird SL bug that makes him also a ghost somewhere else in the game. Its way crazy.

Huge news. Mom is pregnant. ( I guess officially they aren't my parents anymore but I still live there and they still love me the same. They also said I could call them mom and dad...so yay) She's expecting twins. I love it.

Later I went and hung out with Matty and Co.
Oo
Lots of Vag talk and poop stories.
Lots of hot lesbian bed action..lol..
I think they're neat..and junk.
Here we are sitting around watching the magic happen...





So Here is another song. Its becoming a thang now.
Maybe one of my all time favorite artist
Tori Amos

"Cornflake Girl"

Never was a cornflake girl
Thought that was a good solution
Hanging with the raisin girls
She's gone to the other side
Givin us a yo heave ho
Things are getting kind of gross
And I go at sleepy time
This is not really happening
You bet your life it is

Peel out the watchword
Just peel out the watchword

She knows what's goin on
Seems we got a cheaper feel now
All the sweetcaze are gone
Gone to the other side
With my encyclopedia
They musta paid her a nice price
She's putting on her string bean love
This is not really happening
You bet your life it is

Peal our the watchword
Just peel out the watchword

Never was a cornflake girl
Thought that was a good solution

Rabbit where'd you put the keys girl
And the man with the golden gun thinks he knows so much
Thinks he knows so much
Rabbit where'd you put the keys girl

I also want to say thank you to Dad and Mom for the Most Def gangsta Rabbit necklace in da world. I wear it Proudly and to Uncle Rendy for the dopest flyest kicks this side of SL. I've been eyeing and drooling over a pair of these 4 ev.

Pop Tart aka Gangsta Geist

I'm trying to find that balance between family friends school and the sorority and I'm just talking SL. I don't even want to get into balancing all that with RL. I'm busy all the time. Lot changes since my last blog. Lets see. I'm single now. That sucks..cause my feelings for Dustin weren't just SL. They were RL. That's all I'm going to say about that.

I deleted and muted my old parents for harassment. I've never muted anyone before or even deleted anyone. My ex mom Mamsen is super crazy and people are coming out of the woodwork's to tell me they've had bad experiences with her too. Only one person has messaged me that thinks all this that is going on is somehow my doing. I'm sure though, Mamsen paid her Linden to even IM me. Now my ex crazy mc crazy mom goes to my school as a teen. Me and my friends have decided to ignore her. As long as she doesn't speak to us. She went as far as to put a poster up at school to try and frame us. Here's a pic. I'm over all this drama. I love my family and friends. Mamsen( the person behind the computer) is a nothing type person a wet blanket if you will and isn't worth the strokes of my keyboard. Moving on.

Family life is better than I could ever imagine. My parents are so loving. We spend alot of time going places together. Doing silly things. Mom wanted some family pics. So we had to go to some pose places...and of course my dad had to try them all out. Grandad came too which was awesome. Here are some pics.






And my moma Tanja did these :D They are awesome




So school started back last Tuesday. Its hard to get back to the swing of things. I sit in the back with Vlad. He's rad. We are trying to get Len back in our class. So many kids this year we have two classes. Here's some school pics. :D






Mom, Dad, Tonk and I went to Madpea Circus' Labyrinth the other day. It was really fun and scary. Of course I died once. Here is a few pictures of that. If you want to go do it..Its really fun.


At Hardknocks High you can do all sorta of activities. Swimming, dance, track, yearbook..etc. Before you can do that though you have to get a physical. I won't mention the one I went too but it wasn't the one suggested. Upon arriving there I could tell it was ghetto. Someone was on mic and didn't know it. They were having it out with someone in their home. There were alot of Mutha Beeps being thrown around. LOL. Here I am sitting waiting for my name to be called.

Once inside the room. I started to get nervous. I didn't want to put my bare pixel skin on anything in that room. Of course I got to wear this lovely number. Is it me or is it not? ha

The doctor came in and started my physical. I got a text from Tonk telling me to pretend to fart. LOL...so I did..lol... The Doctor commented about how embarrassing that was for me and Tonks from the waiting room said he sensed a foul odor. What a dork.

Seems like I'm a healthy pixel teen though!!!

So my parents rezzed their club. They retexured it and it looks dope. We had a impromptu Karaoke session. Justice came and sang a song and then Moma and Rendy did as well. It was awesome. To top that night off Colemarie Soleil from the RL band Soleil came by and let me listen to her new tracks on the unreleased album by the same name. It was amazing! Rarely as a fan can you sit with an artist who you admire their work and listen to it with them. Later I showed ColeMarie my circus themed bedroom. Figures she would like that. We got to talking about random stuff and I found out she does her own stage clothes as well. She gave me alot of wonderful amazing dresses. If you look to this sided of my blog------->
You will see different advertisements. Lets see, we have Scruffy Creation (Tonks Roxley's shop) Bitter Bunny (Telle Trezuguet's shop) EAdesigns (Syphon Hoxley shop) Soleil (Colemarie Soleil's shop) and Ripe (Hempy Weezles' shop) all in Secondlife
You can click on them and get the SURL and go to their shops and spend your Linden.

Speaking of Ripe. I was doing Project themeory last friday and ran into Hempy. Her avatar was so awesome I had to say hi. We talked for a bit and got along well. Her store is neat. She gave me a cute little Geisha Dolly.

If you haven't been to Heart Park in SL. Its a must. Especially if you have little kids in SL. The other day Bren and I went. We found a picnic area and sat down to enjoy some pixel grapes. I thought they tasted a little synthetic and ended up throwing most of mine at Bren. He puts up with me. Bless him. :)



Have I ever told you how much I love my little sister? Evie is amazin. I'm almost scared to hug her.fearing I might squeeze her so hard I would break her spine and make her organs shoot out of her mouth and ears. lol..wow that was grossly graphic. But I love her that much. She's awesome. Anyways. Here is a pic of us hanging out with Rayne the Poopin Pup.



Later that day Uncle Rendy. Who hates that I call myself a gansta. He's awesome. Anyways Rendy took Tonk, Evie, Rayne....Chicky and me to an icecream shop. I got mango icecream yum. Evie would eat a leather boot if it had sprinkles on it. lol.




Next door was a beauty parlor. We played beauty shop. I gave Chicky a Mohawk. lol




I'd also like to congratulate Mina for crossing over at the FHP Sorority. Welcome to the sisterhood.

Mina in her beautiful dress

We are always looking for female avies to join our sorority.


If you have any questions about places i talk about in my blog or in general feel free to IM me in world. abernathy Button or email me @ abernathybutton@gmail.com

I'm going to leave you cokeheads a song with Lyrics..cause I'm Gansta like that.

This recent song I added is from Schuyler Fisk- From where I'm standing

from where i'm standing
you're the quiet side of the room
you're looking so lonely
and i can't stop looking at you
your head is hanging
trying to beat those goodbye blues
i bet you'll be fine
i bet you'll be fine

i guess it's not the way
you always planned it
looks like you're heading for a
crash landing
that's just the way it looks
from where i'm standing
from where i'm standing

from where i'm standing
i think i caught your eye
are you looking at me
cause i swear i saw you smile
and i'm coming over
gonna take things off your mind
and i bet you'll be fine
and i bet you'll be fine

i guess it's not the way
you always planned it
looks like you're heading for a
crash landing
that's just the way it looks
from where i'm standing

from where i'm standing
let it fall
let it come down
let it crash around you
around you

i guess it's not the way
you always planned it
looks like you're heading for a
crash landing
that's just the way it looks
from where i'm standing
that's just the way it looks
from where i'm standing
from where i'm standing
i might make you mine
i might make you mine
from where i'm standing

You are the Only exception.

When I close my eyes....I'm laying on a cold metal bed dripping with multicolored paint. Its been like that all day.

Get comfy. This blog is gonna be big. I'm not even inworld as I write this because I tried many times in the last few days to find time to write, but have been so busy. I like this kind of busy though.

First off I want to apologize for not blogging when I say I'm gonna. I promised every Friday...maybe I will change the day. Sometimes on Fridays I go out rl with friends. Or hang out with friends inworld. It's rare to go out RL on Fridays anymore cause I'm trying to save money up for school or a vacation abroad. I've never been outside of the states. Heck I haven't even been across the country for that matter.

So what's new with you Lucy Lui?
I'll tell ya.
TONS.

I'm not with the same family. Mamsen and Coal decided they didn't want kids. There was nine of us that had to be told we were going to have to find another family. We were all hurt that it had come to that. And I know..no matter how I word this I'm going to get myself an IM. So I'll stop here and ask you not to IM me about it to fuss at how I didn't word that correctly.

I have to say my friends held me up during this time of not having a family in SL. They are amazing. Truly.

For a short time I stayed with my friend Leila. She took me in and gave me a place to lay my pixel head. I want to personally thank you Leila for bringing me into your home. I'll never forget that.

Now that we are done talking about the past lets talk talk about the present. :D

I got a new family. I love them. I certainly do. Tanja and Bronx are my Dad and Mom and Kyrin is the family shapeshifter. And then there is Tonk and Evie. Oh my. We all have such a strong connection to each other. It was instant. Amazin even.

Kyrin flying us around the land...

I think us kids can't stop pinching ourselves. And we have Tonk to thank for it. He found them.




We spent so much time at MAW we started a RAVE...lol...
Well dang it. Thought I took a picture of that but I didn't. GRRR...

And then there was FHP
I love my sorority sisters.
They are some of the best people in SL.
We are a small sorority as of yet but we are slowly growing.
Founded By Babyblueeyes Beck, Alexie Bashly and myself Abernathy Buttons

(And yes that is my prom dress..but I love it so much I sorta try to wear it when ever I can..lol..)


Our Misson statement:We are dedicated to unity of sisterhood and the development of their strengths and unique beauty that lies within each FHP sister.

We are a new group that have a bunch of great ideas to make your SL a bit more fun. If you are looking for true friendship, fun activities, and great tips on fashion. Then the FHP sorority and sisterhood is the right place for you.

What we are looking for:
Teen and young adult females who are caring compassionate and want to have fun. We don't care if you have the latest skin or newest shoes. We want you to have a place to come to that is positive, creative and fun.

We had our first crossover Saturday. Sadie Dymond Shelbi and Annamarie were once pledges and are now our sisters. We are so excited to have you join FHP.
If you are curious about joining FHP please feel free to message me inworld or at my email abernathybutton@gmail.com We also have a magazine that comes out periodically. Message me for your copy today. :)





So your a nerd?
Yea..I am...I go to HighSchool in Secondlife. Get over it. :)
Thursday is orientation at HardKnocks High.
Alot of my friends are going this year. Super excited.
I'll let you know how it goes...and I will try to remember to take some pictures.

I'm also working on changing my shape and skin at the moment. I'm sorta in that inbetween phase..of not knowing where I want to go with it all. I couldn't imagine not being blond..so that will probably stay. I have some really neat free eyes from the popcorn hunt that I didn't finish. Dustin found the shape and eyes for me in the hunt.





So I will leave you with some lyrics and the quote of the week or what not.

New song on my blog by Paramore.
Love this song.
"The Only Exception"

When I was younger, I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart and I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist

But darling, you are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways to make it alone
Or keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance
And up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk

But you are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof, it's not a dream, oh

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, and I'm on my way to believing

Quote..cause I give good advice...lol
Sweetest Luv: MY abernathy said NEVER let them take u to the second location! SO IM NO GOIN WITHEEEEEWWWW GIMMI CANTY HERE!

FYI

Big Blog comin......soon.
Sorry for the delay..I just want some things to be resolved before I do a massive BLOG HOG.

I think your neat and stuff my little sunshine monsters

Gurl....you one lazy husssy

Last Friday skipped me. How dare it. I blame your mom.
My house smells like the pool. I've been cleaning all day.
My dog ran from me today..
He ran to a new neighbor.
He seems like a nice guy.
I wish Dustin lived in my building and we met the same way.
I bought a industrial size thing of redhots and put them in a huge glass bowl on my table.
Looks cool.
I've been so RL lately.
Shame
on
ME.

Lets see SL.
Lex and Bb have been hard at work making the sorority house awesome. We are talking applications in world. Feel free to IM me about it. abernathy Button. This is offered to female SL players 15 to young adult.

My friend Diesel and his girl Taivyn have a store called ::Hot Sense:: & MaDd Gestures Inc. at The dollhouse. Diesel is a Chuff and i like the music mix that comes from his mouth words. Before I took my dog out for a walk we were hanging around a toliet waiting for a U. Yea Jackson said it better. Jackson got Chocolate wasted. (One of the most hated lines I have ever heard in a movie ever)



Lex had a slumber party like a week ago. I can chit chat with those girls for hours on end. They are nerds just like me. Lex did this pic. I did one too but it looks like a special needs against hers.



I tried to go to Movie night in funky town but I had to many obligations..that's alright. They did Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs. they made the grounds of the football field over sized picnic.



Went to my dad's mothers wedding...which is my grandmothers wedding and got to dance with my Daddy.






So, look for a lot of changes from yours truly soon.

Remember life is always changing...nothing stays the same. Its how you handle the change determines who you are.